zeng lao shi says i fail "bu ping fan de ai"...
my physic? 19 marks blank diao.
literature? 20 marks nvr do...
3 subjects fail le..
maybe i should just give up on studying...
i'm not born for it...
next year, no one knows what will happen.
but i know nth go will happen to me...
besides having a happy family and a bunch of wonderful friends, i've nothing to my name...
not good at anything..
there's nothing i'm good at...
not smart,
not prettty,
not rich...
everything that's bad hung onto me...
i think no one will ever bother if someone like me disappears into thin air..
not to say bother, will anyone even notice?
i'm just a insignificant one in the group...
i'm lame and talkative cuz it'll make me happier...
fine...
maybe i should stop talking...
it feels as tho my friends are getting fed up with my weird personalilty...
next year, we'll be in different class..
or rather, i'll be in different class from all of you...
2 more months and everything will be gone...
everything tadd happened will become a beautiful memory..
i wann my friendships to be everlasting..
i wannn everlasting friends...
but...
does anyone wan me as an everlasting friend..
a friend? maybe..
but a nonsensical person for a soulmate may be too much for them to bear...
but so?
I'LL STILL STICK TO THEM LIKE A LEECH!!!
HAHAS!
i really regreted for joining band last year..
i think i've totally wasted my time there...
the time at band practices could have been used for studying...
for someone stupid like me, it should have been so...
if i had concentrated more on studying last year,
i wouldn't be here moaning about farewells...
maybe double science won't be so far away from me...
maybe getting 70% for maths wouldn't be so difficult..
idk wadd i've been doing last year..
i dun rmb anything that happens in class..
i dun rmb wadd teachers taught..
that's why i'm here on the finishing line for 1 years of studies when others are already at their second...
there's nothing i've learnt last year..
all i could rmb is pitch darkness..
i know i always sleep in classes..
i know i always get scoldings for not doing homework
or handing in late work...
and...
red marks of failing and failing of class tests...
C,D,E or F on my report book...
the only A i got was art..
what's the use of being passionate about art and craft?
nothing good will come out of it...
my friends...
i dun rmb spending anytime with them last year..
cuz i'm always absent for school...
a great improvement, joycelyn!!
for i've never even lay my heads on the tables while the teacher is teaching this year..
i've tried all my best to change for the better..
if i ever fail my overall, there's nothing i could say..
it's myself i could blame..
for all the time i've wasted last year...
i've tried my best,
if that's the best i could go, i'll accept it...